Schadenfreude

Bonjour! have not written in here in ages. i can run again today. wow

had surgery on my foot today and am not allowed to run for 2 weeks…there goes my half marathon plan :(

on a side note i named my new (and first) scar Altivo…. after the horse in eldorado :) how badass

Bonjour my lovelies. it is a new year and thus a new start  :)  i woke up today and realised it is my 21st in 21 days. my favourite number.
For my birthday i want to be healthier. start my life at a new age with a fresh face and a healthy mind. I have a swell man and lovely friends surrounding me every day and i am so lucky to have those things there. Although i think i may need to take a detox day this weekend… i have not had a day where i have not seen a friend all year! wow. 

i woke up this morning and had an up and go (an old favourite i forgot about) and some juice. I am thinking towards that dress i really want to wear on my birthday… it has been sitting in my closet for about a year now and i would need to lose weight to fit into it.. but it is so gorgeous…. wow…
and yes i know i have too many dresses… i have realised this a long time ago.. then bought some more. up to 59 now… i will stop at 60…promise. 

i will try to make my posts longer and more important these days. i just spent the day getting pampered and watching star wars. best ever.

i want to be a better person. i will start now.

sebastianryan:

I need to make some serious changes in my life I think. 30 minutes into 2012 I was fearing that the year wasn’t going to be a good one and so far that feeling hasn’t really gone away.

Now taking suggestions on how to improve my life for the year ahead. Note that find a job is already number 1 on the list.

#depressing rants #should be in bed/drunk

2012 is going to be amazing, last year was a year of changes and transitions but i think 2012 will be when you find yourself and realise what you want to be doing. just find something you want to work towards… a challenge and then figure out a lot of little steps. i believe in you sunshine!! :)

went for a drive and got lost… went for a walk in the thunderstorm…so amazingly happy.

i feel infinite

seven of the most amazing people. and i know and love all of them. i am so very lucky.

also.

it has been decided it will be adventure year. and each month is themed. this month is indian themed. get on that